This few days, I felt so happy. Being so close to her, even if she's far away. I don't want to lose anything. I don't want to lose any second with her. Being far away now is a good thing, as it trains us to the future that we chose. I realized that we have to change first, to who we really are, to know our religion, then i'm sure that we'll be perfect together. And I'm happy we're progressing. Even if it's slow, it is very effective. I've changed. You've changed.
Don't worry my dear, how different He make our paths, we will be together in he end....
This is a test, and we'll get through it.
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Why you
Life is unfair,
that's what I always think.
Life is cruel,
That what happens to everyone.
Life is just a lie,
That's a fact.
A life that is priceless,
that I would never let go,
A life that I thought never exist,
A life that is full of happiness.
Alhamdulillah, HE brought me to you,
HE sent you to guide me,
HE made u gave life to me,
HE showed me the right path,
the path of the pious and
to be together with you; blessed
here and in the hereafter.
Please get better, I need you, always.....
that's what I always think.
Life is cruel,
That what happens to everyone.
Life is just a lie,
That's a fact.
But you....
You gave me the hope, the light,
you gave me the love, the passion,
you gave me the trust, the spirit,
you gave me a real life.
A life that is priceless,
that I would never let go,
A life that I thought never exist,
A life that is full of happiness.
Believe me, you are the sun,
you are my life,
you are the one I always remember
before I go to sleep at night,
you are my princess.
Alhamdulillah, HE brought me to you,
HE sent you to guide me,
HE made u gave life to me,
HE showed me the right path,
the path of the pious and
to be together with you; blessed
here and in the hereafter.
Just be patient my princess,
it's a long road
and we'll get through it.
Please get better, I need you, always.....
Sunday, November 7, 2010
HELLO!!!!
The holidays just passed, and i'm freakingly tired!!
I had a good time at home and one day, everything went wrong. I tried to impress someone, who is very important, someone i want to impress but it turns out to be a disaster. Being the 'full-of-something' me is something i rarely do and guess what? That person doesn't like me!
Hmmm...seriously, i had a hard time digesting it. But after a few while and some consultation of my very goody buddy...I regained my smile. I thought back, i should just be my self. Just be grateful of what you are. Don't try to be someone else, bcoz it will hurt ur loved ones. Bcoz they always love u for who u are.
I think that's all I want to say. I don't want to make this article an eyesore, or broadening up on this issue. Well, thanks to that person who's always with me, always.
And thank you ALLAH.
I had a good time at home and one day, everything went wrong. I tried to impress someone, who is very important, someone i want to impress but it turns out to be a disaster. Being the 'full-of-something' me is something i rarely do and guess what? That person doesn't like me!
Hmmm...seriously, i had a hard time digesting it. But after a few while and some consultation of my very goody buddy...I regained my smile. I thought back, i should just be my self. Just be grateful of what you are. Don't try to be someone else, bcoz it will hurt ur loved ones. Bcoz they always love u for who u are.
I think that's all I want to say. I don't want to make this article an eyesore, or broadening up on this issue. Well, thanks to that person who's always with me, always.
And thank you ALLAH.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Hello!!!!
Jakon pulak menulis blog nih.haha. Well, after 3 weeks being a total nerd now I'm back home just to get some very rare food in lembah beringin (McD)!!!!!
Yeay!!! Seriously, dah lama gila x makan.tapi nafsu ni kene tahan jugak.kalau x jadi gemok mcm dulu. sekarang dah tough dah (ada org mengaku kayh!!). walaupun 2 hari je, I'm still looking foward to have a very nice weekend at home. No place feels better than home. Even chalet yg banyak makanan pon ( L44 ).
My studies??Erm....I think i understand what i learn in all subject but applying it is a big problem. Sometimes i just dont know which one to put or not, resulting in excessive and unneccessary information in the answer sheets!!! I'm trying to improve, especially in trying to search for my study spot in KY.I can't find one.I had once, but it's gone now :'(. Guess I still have to find a new one!!
okay, dah habis merepek.thank you so much kalau anda membaca. Sometimes I mmg xde keje. Merepek. Tapi still AWESOME. xD
Jakon pulak menulis blog nih.haha. Well, after 3 weeks being a total nerd now I'm back home just to get some very rare food in lembah beringin (McD)!!!!!
Yeay!!! Seriously, dah lama gila x makan.tapi nafsu ni kene tahan jugak.kalau x jadi gemok mcm dulu. sekarang dah tough dah (ada org mengaku kayh!!). walaupun 2 hari je, I'm still looking foward to have a very nice weekend at home. No place feels better than home. Even chalet yg banyak makanan pon ( L44 ).
My studies??Erm....I think i understand what i learn in all subject but applying it is a big problem. Sometimes i just dont know which one to put or not, resulting in excessive and unneccessary information in the answer sheets!!! I'm trying to improve, especially in trying to search for my study spot in KY.I can't find one.I had once, but it's gone now :'(. Guess I still have to find a new one!!
okay, dah habis merepek.thank you so much kalau anda membaca. Sometimes I mmg xde keje. Merepek. Tapi still AWESOME. xD
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
ThE bEsT tHiNg In My LiFe
Whewww!!!
At last I got to penetrate in this blog account.It has been so long since i write in this blog.
I just want to share to all, that what happened to me in KYUEM was the best thing ever. I never thought that things would be so different. A-levels is so much like the education system in Malaysia (SPM, PMR, UPSR.....), but I've found something that is really important to me. Something that keeps me going. That keeps me on the right track, that diversify my life from plain black and white to various colors. This is the first time i was 100% determined on a long-going mission, the first time i put whole effort and support in a particular event.
Then, what is it?is it academic reasons?well, part of it. But there is one thing that makes me stronger everyday. That makes me who i really am. It is the passion. I need the passion in my self. I found passion here, physically and also metaphorically. I really need it in my life. That's why I will fight for it, improve it, maintain it, so that I will always be alive, and the passion also will always be there.
So let's all of us make a change, like Obama said 'It's time for change' in his manifesto speech. Let's be different. Accept improvement. It will always lead to a better life.
Right now, majority of people are changing. When's your turn? Create opportunity. Don't wait.
Surah Al Hadid - 16. (when is the time?)
At last I got to penetrate in this blog account.It has been so long since i write in this blog.
I just want to share to all, that what happened to me in KYUEM was the best thing ever. I never thought that things would be so different. A-levels is so much like the education system in Malaysia (SPM, PMR, UPSR.....), but I've found something that is really important to me. Something that keeps me going. That keeps me on the right track, that diversify my life from plain black and white to various colors. This is the first time i was 100% determined on a long-going mission, the first time i put whole effort and support in a particular event.
Then, what is it?is it academic reasons?well, part of it. But there is one thing that makes me stronger everyday. That makes me who i really am. It is the passion. I need the passion in my self. I found passion here, physically and also metaphorically. I really need it in my life. That's why I will fight for it, improve it, maintain it, so that I will always be alive, and the passion also will always be there.
So let's all of us make a change, like Obama said 'It's time for change' in his manifesto speech. Let's be different. Accept improvement. It will always lead to a better life.
Right now, majority of people are changing. When's your turn? Create opportunity. Don't wait.
Surah Al Hadid - 16. (when is the time?)
Sunday, January 17, 2010
akhirnya dah keje!!
Sorry for the late update.been busy with spm n stuff (turned out quite well actually) so sekarang tengah cuti!!nothing much lah.on9.facebooking.ym-ing.haha. ingat kan nak berjoli betul2.pegi mountain climbing ke.carik awek baru ke.hehs.i end up teaching accounts for my juniors in the same ol Sekolah Alam Shah.Haish. I should really get a life sometime.
Ok. that was my sister disguising as me. She likes to merepek a lot. But sometimes she's cool. haha (love u btw sis)
So. Err.teaching. Never thought of it as way to start my career but hell, i'm bored anyway with nothing else to do and the PIBG said they're gonna pay me good money. rm500 for two weeks. Okay. maybe not so good but it's going to be my first salary so never mind-lah! haha.My first class was on last thursday :)
It's tiring, you know. talking and teaching them, showing them this and that for 2 hours full. I guess my teaching skills are not that impressive anyway cos after approximately 20 mins, half of the class started to doze off.some even snored loudly. apa lagi, me terus gets bloody annoyed by this. i felt like throwing my shoes to each and every one of their sleepy heads.but remembering those days when i actually did exactly what these kids were doing during Mod Math classes (both in f4 and f5) i mustered all of my patience and kept on teaching.
So i guess i knew what teachers have to face when they come to work every day. i'm going to thank them next time i bump into them.Ceh. macam cerita yg memberi pengajaran la pulak.haha
Next class is tomorrow so i better be prepared on what to ramble on.
p/s : got a new phone. thnx mom and dad!
Ok. that was my sister disguising as me. She likes to merepek a lot. But sometimes she's cool. haha (love u btw sis)
So. Err.teaching. Never thought of it as way to start my career but hell, i'm bored anyway with nothing else to do and the PIBG said they're gonna pay me good money. rm500 for two weeks. Okay. maybe not so good but it's going to be my first salary so never mind-lah! haha.My first class was on last thursday :)
It's tiring, you know. talking and teaching them, showing them this and that for 2 hours full. I guess my teaching skills are not that impressive anyway cos after approximately 20 mins, half of the class started to doze off.some even snored loudly. apa lagi, me terus gets bloody annoyed by this. i felt like throwing my shoes to each and every one of their sleepy heads.but remembering those days when i actually did exactly what these kids were doing during Mod Math classes (both in f4 and f5) i mustered all of my patience and kept on teaching.
So i guess i knew what teachers have to face when they come to work every day. i'm going to thank them next time i bump into them.Ceh. macam cerita yg memberi pengajaran la pulak.haha
Next class is tomorrow so i better be prepared on what to ramble on.
p/s : got a new phone. thnx mom and dad!
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